Tuesday, December 21, 2010


I'm so terrified for SPM.
My family are losing hope in me.
So as I am, I am losing hope in myself.

I need to find that confidence in me that I use to have.
Not only on my studies, but on my DANCING too, my music.

I don't know what 2010 did to me.
I've never feel this dumb before.
I've never feel this 'unconfident' about myself.

Oh dear God, please help me. Please help me to help myself.

I should start standing up and start solving problems.
Arrghh, but its so hard to stand up right now.

Actually, pictures do lie.
The picture shows a smile but you really don't what hidden behind that beautiful smile


My Problem

Thinking way too much

is my problem.

I shouldn't think too much.


Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'm Back!

I suddenly have that urge to blog.

And I kinda miss blogging.

Blogging use to be my priority EVERYDAY back in form 1 & 2

and now? I'm ditching it. not GREAT.

My holidays started out to be BUSY, then it turn out to be OKAY, then it turn to be quite fun and now, its so freaking boring.

I still have holiday homeworks to do that was given by my crazy teachers but I'm just too lazy. omg, I've only completed history notes. The rest? OMG. I should really get this done by this week! omg and I should REALLY start studying. SPM weyh, its not like PMR where you can start studying 2 months before and still get straight A's.


Freaking out,